welcome to my blogspot! it's officially open. was exploring different mediums to be in touch but i've decided this would be best - facebook seems way too complicated but cool to be in touch with people i otherwise wouldn't - and believe me, in krakow, i need to be connected to as many people as possible.
anyhow, we're off to krakow in less than two weeks. i had another panic attack the other night. major scare attack - i'm not sure what i'm really afraid of - scared of the unknown ofcouse, but more than that, i'm scared to face my breaking point - what would ultimately break me? - being with the kids 24/7 without any friends, daily stress of being in a country where i can't communicate, being lonely? all of them sounds so scray..... not to mention the possibility of endless conflicts i can have with joe. AHHHHHHHHH.
have to keep reminding myself that i'm going on a journey assigned by God and i should tackle all the challenges head on, GOD HELP ME! and really, aren't we all on a journey - this Christian life. i'm just getting removed from everything i know, and so many people seem to do it such grace - must God drag me kickin' and screamin'? soooo i'm keeping my composure, my chin up high, fixing my eyes on the prize - wherever this next 3 years will take me - hope to do it graciously :) pray that it won't get too ugly!
btw, i got my mail from INS to get my interview for the citizenship - whoohoo! it's about time! so the interview is on th 19th but i guess i'll fly back sooner than i expected to be sworn in - if i pass the interview :)
Planet of the apes
11 years ago
2 comments:
yes, you're quite right when you say we are all on a journey. sometimes we wish we were on a different one than what God assigned for us. but i guess in the end, He knows exactly what we need. will miss you too much, so glad you're coming back earlier for the swearing in to be the citizen of good old US of A. better study for the test! remember 9 supreme court justices ;)
what in the world would we do without fb, blogspot, and all these other wonderful ways of keeping in touch?! don't slack off with updating your blog, otherwise we may all go nuts with curiosity about how you guys are doing. you'll be dearly missed and y said he emailed you about meeting up!
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